2011-11-11
In China, we call  2011-11-11 special single day. In this day, I contacted my best friends Anderson, he just broke up with his girlfriend with ridicular reason. His ex-girlfriend's parents arranged a guy for her and that guy will go to Mississippi College next semester, and I'm sorry to hear that. This day also my father's birthday, I made a cheesecake for my father and celebrate with him.

2011-11-14
This is the last day my parents in Mississippi. At night, a family which I knew in the church invite me to have dinner. I afraid my father he is not believe God, and I did'nt bring him to the dinner. I brought my mother and my girlfriend Sandy. It was embarrasing for me when my mother asked Sandy a lot of question.

2011-11-15
My parents go back to China, and they left me two laptop to me and it's felpful to my study. I can use Macbook to do some graphic design work and use my Lenovo to work with my paper. Because it's close to Thanksgiving and winter break. I still work very busy, but I can feel that I don't want to do anything before Thanksgiving.


2011-11-16
In china, now it's nov.17th, my birthday. I receive a lot messages from my fiends. and I will plan to my birthday party for tomorrow.

Thursday 11-03-2011
This day I have a table to show and talk about the Hong Kong and Cantonese culture. Kay who is from Hong Kong was helping me. In the celebration of culture, I'm showing a map of Canton area and talk the different between Lion-dance and Dragon-dance. Diana was very interested in Lion-dance, also she want to know more about Cantonese Language. I taught her Cantonese is a little bit different of Chinese, for example, in Chinese thank you is "Xie Xie" but in Cantonese is "Duo Xie". In Chinese, Hello is "Ni Hao" but is Cantonese is "Nei Ho" I'm really enjoy the celebration of culture.

Friday 11-04-2011
This day I'm very happy because In the Caf I  met five Americans, he told me I'm very famous now in MC, they're talking about my cap" I love MCC" and they saw me in the New Orleans bourbon st., the party for celebration the Halloween. I'm enjoy my life in United State, I can manage my time, I can go whatever I want even in the mid-night. But in China, I must go home very early. In the evening, I went to the China fellowship, the same time, but the same boring. The reason I go there is My girlfriend she believe God, and she want to baptize soon. and she want I can study bible with her... that's a severe question.

Monday 11-07-2011
This day I received an E-mail from Diana, she appreciate my performance in Celebration of culture, I'm happy about that. and in this day, I decide to go to Orlando in Thanksgiving. After finish my homework I spent whole night to find a air ticket and book a hotel. I hate search to find air tickets on the internet, most time I get the round ticket price is over 800 dollar.

    如果沒能一齊走到最後，那葉昕明一定會是這個世界上哭得最傷心的那個人。
    葉昕明心目中這個世界上有三種關係：In relationship，Friends with benefit，還有一種介乎于兩者之間。In relationship的時候你總想把關係slow down，怕讓對方輕易得到手後就不去珍惜了，我對我家Sandy就是這種感覺，我沒有給自己定一個明確固定的time schedule說要什麽時候牽手、擁抱、親吻甚至上床，因為只要跟她在一齊我就會感覺到很開心。我接受不了Friends with benefit這種東西很骯髒，我身邊也見過這樣的人，我始終不明白爲什麽比較浪的女生反而會更多人追，他們難道不介意他們身邊睡的女生昨天才剛跟別人睡過？太噁心了不想再去想。至於第三種，往往都只是生命中的一個過客而已，就算曾經不知所謂的在一起後來分了也不會覺得有什麽遺憾，甚至還不如第二種……
    葉昕明經常對別人說分手的原因往往是一方想控制另外一方，愛情需要空間，空間不能太大也不能太小，葉昕明糾結的其實就是這方面的問題，外表無所謂你想找就找唄反正你也找不到更好的，內心極度自卑，極度想控制。